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||--salam aiDilfitri... [lost in timE]
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 30 October 2005 subuh.. aftEr sahur.. atlast arini ktorg adik braDik sumEr Dh bkumpul.. kire Dh cukup korum r.. bEst lak rasEnyEr.. biarla timE tDo Dlm blEk nih tunggang tErblk, (yE r.. 3 blEk jEk utk 9org.. xharu kEr..) pas2 24jam umah nih cmnk roboh psl sumEr nk Dok mjErit almost EvEry 2nd.. (spEcially timE brEbt rEmotE tv-bygkn 7kEpala nk tgk ctEr lEnlain, sib r aDEk2 aku xsamE byk ngn chanEl astro.. huhu,lg haru nnt..) Dr yg kEcik,smpi kE bEsar.. namEnyEr nk mngalah, hEh.. toksah mimpila.. yup.. that’s ma famillE.. my prEcious family.. its not pErfEct likE othErz, but its minE.. tho’ wE always hatE Each othEr.. but wE also know that wE cant livE without EvEry singlE 1 of us.. yg pastinyEr, stiap sorg adik2 aku sgt2 spEcial.. aku tau aku xpEnah jd sorg kakak yg baik.. tp aku ttp sygkn diorg.. sgt2, n aku ttp pErlukn diorg smpi bEbilEr.. coz thEy makEs mE complEtE in a diffErEnt way. adik2 aku xdEr galang gantinyEr.. aku rasE nih 1st timE aku ‘opEn’ cmnih kt blog.. slamEnih dlm blog aku still xlEh nk jD Dri sEnDri.. aDE jEk mEnDE yg aku xlEh nk ckp.. coz aku asik pk pE orglain akn pk sal aku.. that’s mE, tlampau takut nk jD Dri sEnDri.. EvEn aDD blog akupn aku still xbgtau cErtain ppl, my frEn yg aku takut akn pk bEbkn sal aku.. so i guEz 4m now on, aku juz nk 2lis pEr aku nk.. if u’rE my frEnz, juz accEpt mE as who i am.. mostly u know mE, bglh aku ms mcari sapE Dri aku.. mcorakkn lifE aku DEmi Dri aku sEnDri.. b4 Diz, aku mlEtakn org lain s ‘lanDasan’ life aku.. n it lEaD my lifE 2Doom.. hEh.. now i want 2Do it on my own path.. mEbbE aku start lmbt Dr org lain yg Dh jauh kEdpn, tp bEttEr latE than nEvEr, ritE? i’ll juz go slow n stEaDy.. figurg EvErytg on my own.. DEar fwEnz.. im not pErfEct.. im rEtarDED.. im a crEEp.. a wEirDo..but accept me s i am.. likE i accEpt u s who u r.. no mattEr wut shapE u all camE..all that mattEr is Da friEnDship wE havE togEthEr.. lurvE u all so much..
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